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Awesome work! I really like how you did the horse. I can never draw any animals... The girl is incredibly good as well! I love the whol...

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“There's no excuse.”
Pain stabbing into my eardrums
Hands pressed against my ears
Sweat dripping down my body
Heart hammering
Head pounding
People staring
Overwhelmed
Trapped
Pain
But there's no excuse,
right?
Loud
This is a vent thing I made after being forced into the gym for a pep rally at my school. I tried multiple times to get the teacher to let me (and my 2 friends, who also had legitimate reasons as to why they did not want to attend the pep rally) to sit by the doors of the gym, where there were many teachers to supervise. At my last attempt to get out of being forced into the gym, the teacher told me "There's no excuse," hence the quote in the poem.

This was a painful experience for me because I have sensory processing disorder, which can make sounds (as well as other things, like textures) very painful. The pep rally also affected me after the fact, as it made me really disoriented, so I had to sit in a quiet stairwell to try and calm my senses. Even still, I wasn't able to perform as well in my classes afterwards (my energy was shot), and when I got home, I went straight to bed, even though I had slept enough the night before.

I guess what I want people to realize by reading this is that, sometimes, people do have an excuse for something like that. Also, I never want anyone else to have to go through the same thing.

Anyway, hope you enjoyed! Be sure to comment or fav!
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Why does it have to be so loud????? Also I don't even really exercise in gym anyway so really no benefits :p
But like I'm actually not even kidding about the loudness. In volleyball the teachers keep the music at like 9000 decibels I swear DX (It physically hurts my brain)
And I can't even cover my ears because that would be "weird." Of course, no one else seems to be bothered by the loudness so I'm just like 'forever alone.....' Everybody hitting the volleyballs is also loud but I know that nothing can really be done about that.
I'm gonna try and buy earplugs but I also have no money so that's kind of impossible.
On a separate note, I have the PARCC (for Algebra 1 which I took last summer and remember next to nothing about) tomorrow and I'm not prepared at all. *sigh* this is why I shouldn't procrastinate.
Sorry about this incredibly awkward rant. I should probably go to bed. Bye!
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So, I took this picture a few months ago, when it snowed like 2 feet or something. Hope you like it!
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Why does it have to be so loud????? Also I don't even really exercise in gym anyway so really no benefits :p
But like I'm actually not even kidding about the loudness. In volleyball the teachers keep the music at like 9000 decibels I swear DX (It physically hurts my brain)
And I can't even cover my ears because that would be "weird." Of course, no one else seems to be bothered by the loudness so I'm just like 'forever alone.....' Everybody hitting the volleyballs is also loud but I know that nothing can really be done about that.
I'm gonna try and buy earplugs but I also have no money so that's kind of impossible.
On a separate note, I have the PARCC (for Algebra 1 which I took last summer and remember next to nothing about) tomorrow and I'm not prepared at all. *sigh* this is why I shouldn't procrastinate.
Sorry about this incredibly awkward rant. I should probably go to bed. Bye!

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Dawn2Nightfall Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
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PhanAwesomeness Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2016
Thank you :)
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Kara-Yami Featured By Owner May 14, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama heres one back! 
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PhanAwesomeness Featured By Owner May 16, 2016
Welcome :) thanks for returning the favor
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Wish-I-Was-Finnish Featured By Owner May 13, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama!
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PhanAwesomeness Featured By Owner May 16, 2016
Welcome :D
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Ne0nCipher Featured By Owner May 12, 2016
Thanks for the llama!
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PhanAwesomeness Featured By Owner May 16, 2016
You're welcome :)
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AuraWing07 Featured By Owner May 11, 2016  Hobbyist
Thank you for the llama!
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PhanAwesomeness Featured By Owner May 11, 2016
welcome :)
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